Oh frig oh frig it's raining outside and it's making me feel more useless than I usually do. My mantra is I gotta do new things, I want to be that person, you know the person who is creative and challenges themself and eats funny types of spinach and jogs every morning - that is who I want to be. But I never leave my room so that is kinda hard. My room is the worst place. It is a cocoon, a womb, a soft inviting prison of my own design and there's never a reason to leave.
I had to fight myself to get moving this morning because I was stupid and I went on youtube ten minutes before I should have been leaving. It was literally "maybe I could just skip class today" and all because I was watching some punk 11 year old play an acoustic version of the pirates of the caribbean theme, and he was good too. I used to have a no youtube rule, and I would never go there under my own volition but now I'm all web 2.0 with subscriptions and all that crap. God I'll have a rss reader soon I know it and then that will be the day.
I compromised and took my laptop to school with me because there was important e-business to be done and I swear my room is a toxic environment, it is the worst I can`t get anything done in there because my room is where I watch 30 rock over the internet and its where I read stupid message boards not where I do work. How do people who work form home do it? How do they delineate so well work and home? I can't do it. If work needs doing I gotta get myself to school to do it otherwise I am just sucked back down and suddenly I'm watching water balloons pop in super slow motion at three in the morning.
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