gonna get stuff done

Feel like the best thing to do right now is just throw myself into school work, like just compltely bury my head in books and research and studying and not come for air until april 16 and hope that things will work out. You hear about people throwing themselves into their work to distract from other shit in their lives so why can't I be that guy? It used to be I would bury myself in video games and awesome tv shows to distract myself but I've abused that long enough to know how hollow and unfulfilling that can be. So! Why not try something novel, like accomplishing shit in lieu of worrying about all the question marks and minor disappointments that constitute my life?