So she asked me out and I said yes because I still am very much into her. I feel... vindicated? Validated? Like I'm not in fact a crazy person? Because last night we were drinking together and something was happening between us and I didn't want to push it because we had established boundaries and I was not going to be the one to test them but also?? We left in a good but confusing place, to the point where today I was wondering if I should have... leaned in? Said something?
But today she messaged me asking if my date offer had an expiry date.
I'm humming with excitement right now. I've been buzzing since I got the text. This is good. This is new for me. This is what I wanted. Don't screw this up! But what's there to screw up? We know each other. Just add some kissing. This is a lot for me. Be cool, but also, not too cool. I didn't get this far by being a cool dude. Own my emotional space. If this is a lot for me, let her know. Emotional honesty! Sentences getting shorter. Can't process much more right now.
You can do this. You played the long game now claim your victory (gross). But it's nice to know being a decent person pays off sometimes?? God I just want to talk to her right now. Barf. Ok. Obviously I'm all over the place. More later probably.
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